Want Perpetuates Want

ABY101209e by jvrsta There are times when I can’t escape from want. Want perpetuates want until all I can think of is taking or being taken. Lately it’s been the latter. The most mundane movements crackle with the electricity of my desire for it. With each moment want increases exponentially until it consumes my entire [...]

June 2nd, 2010 by Scarlet Lotus St. Syr
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Breathe and Let Go

via Squall Leonhartt cropped by me for use in this post I feel his hand cover my mouth and know what is about to come. Taking a deep breath through my nose quickly before he pinches that shut, my eyes fly open to look into his as he looms above me. My hands are at [...]

January 19th, 2010 by Scarlet Lotus St. Syr
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It's Just Breath Control

I sat astride his chest, “It’s just a thrill,” he said, as he relaxed on the dark, dark bed, “it’s just breath control.” He whispered “Hold me here” and I did and his head fell back. He whispered “Press harder” and I did and his eyes rolled back. It’s just breath control. -”Breath Control” by [...]

August 15th, 2008 by Scarlet Lotus St. Syr
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My First Public Play Experience

Master and I went to our second play party this weekend, our first was a couple weeks ago where we didn’t play, we just observed. Despite being into BDSM for many years, we’ve never gotten much into the actual community, and since we didn’t know people very well and we didn’t bring any of our [...]

August 6th, 2008 by Scarlet Lotus St. Syr
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Ask and Ye Shall Receive

I posted this a few days ago in another journal, and decided it’s necessary to post it here along with what happened after I posted it… From redtube, so, you know, not work safe, but neither is this blog, so you should know this already. I posted it under the title “Gimme Some of This, [...]

April 15th, 2008 by Scarlet Lotus St. Syr
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Quickies

Saturday and Sunday nights were yummy. I don’t remember all the details, or I would expound them in a much more articulate manner, however, I do remember on Saturday there was fucking–lots of fucking. Master came twice inside of me after not thinking that he could cum at all (we had some additives in our [...]

March 3rd, 2008 by Scarlet Lotus St. Syr
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